36 weeks!

Am now in my 36 weeks of pregnancy.. and i know im a walking time bomb as anything can happen from now onwards.. So my hospital bag is all packed and i hope im prepared!!

Its going to be my 2nd caesarean.. but im terrified.. I just hope and pray for a healthy normal baby with a good heart!!.. its going to be 2 weeks more for my scheduled date!!. WOW! time really flies..

I do know that Kaelyn and Kyle are really excited to be a big sister and brother.kaelyn actualy is more excited i guess with Kyle.. he probably has instincts that its going to be a boy so he has been quite a handful and doing all the opposites from waht i ask him to do

However,Its going to be really exciting seeing them play the roles. This morning before i went for check up..i had a conversation with Kaelyn

Mummy " Kaelyn, mummy will be going to hospital"

kaelyn : My baby is coming out?? i come see mummy in hospital?? then my baby going to crawl crawl crawl every where.. (you had to be there to see her Facial expression and how excited she was)

Mummy " No kaelyn.. No not yet.. mummy wil be going for check up" just to check how baby is.. But soon. baby will be bout soon"

Kaelyn " no baby?? "

Mummy : No , not yet..

* Kyle was still fast asleep then..

I have been talking to them and preparing everyday. Telling them that when the time comes i have to stay in the hospital but they can come and visit me.. then later they must go back. They can come to the hospital to see their new baby.. but they must go home.. with daddy and stay with grandma audry and Oma mary.. I just hope they will be okay with the new arrival..As the day draws near im anxious.. excited all in ONE! oh gosh!!!

I hope that all will turn out well and do pray for us that everything will be well.