Today is one of the most devastating days in my life. I took kyle to the specialist in Miri today as he is still coughing.. (3 weeks now).. He finished 3 doses of cough mixture. but it hasnt helped him. Brought him to the specialist.... and it turned out.. that he has a ear infection.. (thats the minor part). the doctor detected a Murmur in his heart.... and ive heard this news a year back.. the same news.. with my first twin, kaelyn... and memories. of her operation. just flashed in my mind.. (sad sad memories). imagining. her in ICU, the time in IJN.. the medications.. i gave her NO! how. can this be.. another of my little angels going through this.. NO NO NO. this cant be real.... I am still hoping that the Dr is wrong..
Immediately i called their.. padaetrician in Damansara Specialist.. to reconfirm with her as she should know them best.. since birth. she has been. checking them!!. are U sure. my little kyle has hole in the heart????.. .. or leakage in his valves.. shouldnt he be showing. signs.. like kaelyn. difficulty breathing, sweating while drinking his milk.. NO signs at all.. Am just keeping my fingers crossed that the Dr here is wrong. Anyway. were scheduled for a check up again. next Tuesday. . its like waiting a wholeeee year.. till next week.. ..... Will keep u updated.. Please say a little prayer for him. even a short prayer..
Please God..... dont let another baby suffer...
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